I've been gasping for air so much lately and THAT makes me panic even more.
I can feel blood rushing to my head.
I feel lost.
I hate to admit it, but every time someone pulls me up or I think I've found the light again, I stray away.
I don't know if it's me or, well, it must be me.
Sometimes I don't even know what I'm searching for.
I'm pretty sure I'm finding for "something" but I don't know what that thing is, and it's freaking stressing me out!
At times I feel really psychotic.
I can't seem to differentiate right from wrong anymore.
Everything is so blur. Where is the freaking line?!
I'm even afraid of my own thoughts.
But I'm okay, right? Isn't everyone okay?