♥

My sesat partner.

Today:

-I got teary eyed because, I CANNOT UNDERSTAND MATHS. Throughout this year I've been blindly copying all the notes and when I want to do the exercise, mehh.

-I realised, I forgotten your birthday. But you, ahh you, thank YOU.

-I went for cross-country practice and, wahlamak, hair fall like crazy. Correction, drop more than usual. I'll be bald in a year.

-I feel dizzy the whole day. Yes, blame everything! Hee hee.

I took this picture for his moral folio thing.

PFFFTTTT.

Ni men liang ke ho hen huai.

My teacher.

The big bully.

The opposite of me who sits beside me.

The girl I annoy the most (or second) by asking "why like that?" all the time during class. Sorry, my brain slow.

Thank you, Einstein the second. =D

That Mysterious Guy.

Sweet smelling guys, here's a plus point for you!

Oh Darling!

And this, is one person I cannot live without.

P/S: I know I look like a guy, don't laugh.

My buddy.

My partner in crime.

My lover.

My punching bag.

My food buddy.

My everything buddy.

Loving you could be a crime.

If you're seeing this, I sincerely miss your smile.

Random pictures.

My brother's Christmas gift.

Instead of doing my homework I decided to ruin my calculator -_-|

Standing shuttlecock. Be amazed =P

Don't die of jealousy. =P

I'm still a kid.

Ahhh, another 2011 is ending post.
This year felt really short and long.
This year:

1. I felt utterly useless. While everyone continued their studies, I was working my ass off(literally. figure it yourself =P)in two places I hated yet had fond memories of. Most of my friends knew what they wanted, I didn't. A-levels pun saya tak tau apa itu lo. Bila itu Jerry fella cakap pasal SAM, foundation semua saya mau pengsan.

2. Gotten my SPM result. PTL! Tee hee. I blogged about my results before so I shall not speak(type) much of it. Hmm, loved the results yet hated it. I had nightmares often before I gotten my result. Then I wake up crying asking myself, Y U NO STUDY HARDER?! Grinned like an idiot when I got it. I cried a bit also *blush* CAUSE MY MOMMY CRIED.

3. Broke down GAZILLION, HYPERMILLION, INFINIMILLION times. Cried almost every night for more than half a year. Faith shaken due to scholarship bla bla bla. Fallen deep in love with God. Almost fallen out of love with Him. Had a "strained" relationship with God. I was really really sad this year okay xD I almost fell into depression(no joke) but I'm a tough cookie =P Drifted away with someone I was so attached to but it's okay now. I think.

4. Made friends. Great friends. Thank you people! Thank you my classmates. Thank you people who are not new in my life. Okay, this is heading to nowhere. Thank you also to people who encouraged me. I really appreciate you guys. I might not show it, but one day if you need my kidney, I'll happily donate one to you. xD

5. Entered Form 6. FAHHHH LA LA LA LA. I still hate it(sorry God). End of story.

6. Worked! Okay, I mention part of it above and this should be above but ahh, never mind. I helped Auntie Ruby to pack toiletries with Alvina. FULL liberty. Really, most of the days(everyday actually) I open the doors and gates(too many locks I tell you), work and at the end of the day lock everything again. ONLY THE TWO OF US(just the two of us, we can make it if we try~~). Switched job later on. This time, waitress/slave. Now everyone, sing Party Rock Anthem. Everyday I wash toilet. Everyday I mop the floor. Everyday I be a slave. Madness. I really dreaded going to work. But, I learned(learnt?) many lessons there. Lessons that are worth a lifetime.

7. It's 2.22 a.m. I should go to bed.

Checked my blog for my past year's resolutions. I DID NOT MAKE ANY. =O

This year had made me a baby, made me feel like a loser, made me pissed with everyone, made me realise how truly lucky I am, made me happy, reminded me, JESUS IS HERE THERE EVERYWHERE.

People make new year resolutions every year. I used to. If I were to look back and check which one I accomplished, it would be NONE.

They say it gets tougher every year. Don't expect next year to be easier than this year, what more with STPM pfft. It will be another year filled with pain, disappointment, discouragement but I know, this I truly am self-assured, that God will always be there for me. With me. Beside me. Over me. Err, across me? And THAT, makes everything more bearable and understandable.

Oh ya! I wanted to improve my English. But leh, I thinks my English gotten worser leh. My English paper always red EVELYWHERE.

And to be truthful, when I started typing this, I asked myself, OMG, WHAT HAPPENED THIS YEAR?! Either I'm old or it's been a long journey (Doesn't sound right but that's okay, no one's hurt)

THANK YOU! [yeah you beautiful/handsome one ;)]
And sorry if I was a PITA.
To the people who tried pulling me down(cause I'm above, nenenibubu), I forgive you.
To the people who caused me heartaches, I forgive you.
To the people who can NEVER be happy for me(forever jealous), I forgive you.
To the people who said false stuffs about me, I forgive you.
To the guy who stole my phone last year, well I forgave you long ago.

P/S: Back to my homework. My never-ending homework. Fun(sorta) fact: I'm starting school a day earlier. Noooooooooooo.

Drew these without looking at the paper cause I'm talented like that =P